Oui?

You know how you always wish for something to happen but it never quite came out right? And when you thought you have made the right decision then you find out it's the biggest mistake of your life, and it is too late to change it? And just when you thought people were so nice to you because they are genuinely interested in you, and not for your looks/wealth/status? Have you ever felt cheated and hurt like a dagger stabbed right through your heart? Just when you thought everything was beautiful. You knew something was bound to screw up. And then it did. How do you prepare yourself against being crushed by such turbulence? I have 1001 questions in my head. But never quite got the answers. Seems that one day i'll die a very curious woman (read: gurl).