(Don't go) Disappear?

"It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone - but it takes a lifetime to forget someone."

Why hadn't I met you earlier? Situation is complicated.

On one hand, I am mending things with Hiro. There are still plenty of things to fix in my relationship with him. Too many bad things have happened between me and him I want to just give it up.

You, on the other hand, are a new person. You care, you're concerned. You're funny, interesting, and you've got my attention. You're being too good a friend. I talk to you pretty much most of the time. Only we don't go out. Or rather, we can't.

I am confused. I am sorry to put you in this mess, but I am very confused myself.

Neither can I say "It's okay for you to disappear on me..." nor "Don't go..."

I wish I had met you instead of J.

And, SHE was stupid not to have chosen you.