Random morning thoughts

Lately, I've been getting funny feelings everytime i land my head on the pillows in the wee hours of the morning - I can't explain it. It's like... I'm frightened over something. Nervous about something hideous. Maybe I need to strengthen my pillars of faith again - Start praying. Maybe I should make less love. Maybe I should drink less wine. Maybe I should start going to that long overdue religious classes. Pray I won't be too late. By the way my throat area hurts, when i press it from the surface. Should I worry, or that's just an after-effect of my nasty sleeping habits? I miss someone. But i don't know who.